With red thread looped around their throats,
five little birds lined up in a row
and sang the same tune made of lovely cliches
that I somehow taught them to sing.
Then, with a brush of my mouth
or the flash of a ring,
I rewarded them (if the notes sounded true),
and spilled sparkling chords from behind my teeth,
creating a strange sort of harmony.
It dazzled them and it blinded me
and set us both reeling.
In the fractured daze,
I clipped their wings and
taught them to perch on my littlest finger.
I let them sink their talons in my flesh,
and bury their beaks in my ears,
and lay their eggs in a nest of my hair.
I clutched the
I'll paint you red if you paint me white.
We're spiraling (I will keep my sight).
Oh, shower me with your shimmering lace.
I would bare myself (were it not disgrace).
These honeyed kisses turn me gold.
Though the things I have seen have made me old,
I still reach to grasp that dangling straw,
knowing that I sway above the gaping maw
that would swallow me whole with a single wet gasp.
I would save you from that blessed-hot clasp.
Turn away from the dripping heart;
its promise is hollow, and will rend you apart.
My mother's hair is perfectly coiffed as she steps out of the car and looks at our house. Her nails are long, French-tipped and pink, and she looks so elegant as she removes her sunglasses and shakes her hair out of her face.
"This is it?" she says distastefully.
I can't see what she means. The house is beautiful; Queen-Anne styled, with huge cypress trees in the front and a deep forest behind. The windows are darkened, true, and the roof sags a bit to the right, but the grass is long and deep, and the wind sounds like sigh as it blows through the branches.
"Yes, dear," my father says, lifting out one of our suitcases. "This is it."
"I
This night is artificial.
A navy coverlet pulled over our heads
provides us with a sky,
a lamp with a moon
and stars,
lighting our world
from the outside.
Yet in this false darkness,
I feel safer
than ever I was when the numbers clicked
desolately
towards midnight.
At three in the afternoon,
I feel more content to sleep
with you
than to lie alone in a green room
at ten in the evening.
With your scent on my skin,
I close my eyes,
and the after-image of your smile blooms
behind my lids
like fireworks
or sweet autumn roses.
In my ears
is the sound
of your heartbeat's tide.
Dreaming comes
so easily,
even while my mind
As I was walking through the woods
I saw, floating in the water
of a creek
a glass orb
filled with rosy smoke.
I approached it then,
and felt its warmth
even as I bent to grasp it.
I picked it up,
and it smelled sweet;
quiet spring with a hint of summer.
But as I touched it,
spider web cracks
skittered across its perfect surface,
so I held it more gently
to my breast
and savored the sweet moment.
Silently
the smoke seeped out
and swirled in circles 'round my head.
Intoxicated,
I closed my eyes,
and I'm told when they found me
I was half-dead,
my heart having burst from my skin.
But still I kept
that glass orb
with i
Furtive is my father's smile by iobieofshianna, literature
Literature
Furtive is my father's smile
It is the sweetest moth
with frayed wings.
It dwells in the back of his eyes,
kept there by the ghosts
of a life denied.
Draw it out and catch it
with a net made of quips.
Set the trap with the melody
of a song he once knew.
Season it with Cajun spice,
and
O!
It appears
with a breath of a laugh,
and takes off crookedly
towards the skies
and it flits,
and it flaps,
and it flies.
My home is infested
with mold.
White and fuzzy and odorless,
it creeps
and carpets everything.
It stalks the floors and devours the couch.
Furry tendrils cover the window glass,
swallow the pillows,
engulf the stairs.
I try to hide.
I stay in my bed and I burrow under
the blankets
and pray that they protect me.
I shut my door
and I close my eyes
and oh, I pray for silence.
But I can hear it moving.
The mold is always awake and alive.
It reads the paper and eats the food
and makes the house creak.
Its spores dance in my mother's breath.
It festers in the sorrow under my father's face.
It grows as my brother speaks.
As my
oh oh
Won't you kiss
these jagged lips?
O honeyed tongue,
sustain me.
oh oh
Can you hear my wounded breath?
Use your hands and use your mouth
and stop the holes
through which I drain.
oh Oh
Can you taste the liquid heat
that runs through me
and morphs hastily to
sorrow?
Oh oh
Pass through me
like a shaft of light
o'er shadowed vale and
tormented peaks.
OH OH
Beauteous thing,
stop the leaks with you.
Exult in me.
I open freely.
Oh Oh
Can you not see
the painted lust inside my face?
That you have pierced this barricade
is all that I ever dreamed.
oh oh
And now will you watch
the rise and fall and curve of me?
A
Dirty water and the sun,
begotten; now it has begun.
Rotting stench of bracken and brine
with distant shores, now intertwined.
Apple cores upon the beach,
what is the sermon you would have preached?
I love you scratched upon the sand.
From the rock, the naked lovers stand.
Forget thine further inquiries:
now all must hush, for the Master speaks.
A proclamation. The lovers gasp.
Hand in hand, the fingers clasp.
Salty wind upon ruddied cheek,
our man curses--our woman weeps.
The way of thorns now the path they seek.
O furrowed plain, that which we reap
is not of that which we have sown,
yet trembling now the seeds have grown.
Lights up
A small, square, gray room. Its furniture is Spartan; a bed on the far wall, a urinal on the wall adjacent to the bed, and a door parallel to the bed. The room has no windows, no chairs, and stark florescent lighting.
(Marcus kneels near a wall on the floor with his back facing the door. He looks at his wrist as if checking a watch and looks at the door before removing from inside of his clothing a handful of pink candies. He pops one into his mouth and closes his eyes, leaning his head back.
(The door opens and Hannah enters, carrying a box.)
Marcus: (turns around, eyes slightly unfocused and grinning) Time for our daily visit
Don't Hate My Beauty, Hate Me by iobieofshianna, literature
Literature
Don't Hate My Beauty, Hate Me
Everyone always talks about me as if I'm some sort of monster. "Oh no, it's Narcissus, that womaneater, don't let him near your daughters!" It drives me nuts. Look, I'm not a womaneater, or a maneater, or a heartbreaker or a boor. I'm just a guy who everyone picks on just because I was born differently. It would have been the same thing if I had been born with a gimp or half-witted.
Besides, I was a very unattractive baby at first. I mean it, I was the ugliest looking thing you'd ever seen. People would call to my mother, see me, and run out screaming that my mother had rutted with a satyr. I think that was why she named me Narcissus; such a
Once upon a time
There was a lilac grove by the side of the road
And we'd wait together there
Where the blackberries grew
Once upon a time
There were men and women who told you that you were right
But now the sun has set upon their eyes
Now look around you, child
You can't see them watching you?
They mill around in their cities and towns
And when you approach them
They run from you, screaming
Fire dripping from their mouths and eyes and fingertips
All alone
Plum-kissed lips and cherry blossom petals
Wait for him here
Wait for the time when no one's near you
Kiss away the moonlight
Flavored with moonshine
Crimson liquid flow
He traced the shape of her face with his finger, smiling ever so slightly. The picture was creased and worn in the folds, and smudges of his fingerprints marred its lacquered surface. But it was all he had left of her, his little angel.
He sighed and refolded the photograph, causing a feather to fall from his wings. He didn't bother to pick it up as he slipped it into his jeans pocket. Contrary to what people thought, you didn't automatically get decked out with long white robes and a golden sash when you opened the Pearly Gates. More often than not, you came wearing what you died in. In his case, it was his oil-stained green t-shirt and bea
Spinning on a spider's thread
Peering through a spider's web
Searching for the map I lost in a rainstorm so long ago
As the path turns to dust beneath my feet
And the villagers beckon, calling to me
For the goods that I carry and the news that I hear
Sailing through the sky
Tall as the treetops
Small as the grain
Looking through cobwebs
Tasting acid rain
Searching for a trace of my life before the road
Trying to remember a time before all that I needed was gold
Everything that glitters
Everything that glows
Flow through the river
Singing hither and thither
Looking for a place to call home
Moving like a cloud
Running like a
When His Children Rebelled: 1 by iobieofshianna, literature
Literature
When His Children Rebelled: 1
He stood there, gazing out onto the great green field that would be the site of the most important battle ever to take place. In one hand, he held a spear, and on his side he held a gun. Before he came, those weapons would never been seen together, but after him, those two weapons were an icon.
Before him was hundreds of millions. Men, women, children, boys, girls, black, white, all creating an amorphous group of people. Each one was dressed in fatigues of green and brown, useless for what they were about to do. The huge mass of people stood in formation on the perfect blades of grass. There stood his army. He had taken the
he watches you
king of quicksilver
buried underneath a thousand imperfections
he is not seen
he does not breathe
he watches you from his throne in the sun
praising your mistakes
and cursing your triumphs
hoping that you cross over
a river of quicksilver
on your way to the country of mud
corrupt and callous wonderland
praying that you leap
and touch the moon
and stain your fingers with mercury
there's a man on the corner of boulevard b
who wears a ragged black and yellow suit and tie
his fedora is black and perfectly clean
and he on the side of the road looking at all that is obscene
he seems so lonely with that wistful smile
in that battered lawn chair as the cars drive by
he's a slice of heaven in a chaotic hell
with nothing but an old-fashioned camera at his side
so from the shadows he looks
at all the pictures he took
of all the people he passed in the street
he studies thier faces
and wonders at their disgraces
and what it would be like to live their life
he's out there when it rains and when the sun shines
with
She was dancing.
That was all she could tell, in this dark, glittering crystal cave, full of obsidian and granite; black and cold, yet so beautiful. The floor was hard stone, cold to her bare feet, yet she barely noticed as she danced. Sinuously, as if a snake, she moved gracefully to the haunting music echoing from the very walls. Her black hair swung in braids around her face and neck, swaying as she moved and glided, flying and dreaming. The air was damp, and she was sweating in the cold, but the music was so beautiful, and she just had to dance.
Then someone came, and put his hand in hers, and wrapped his arm around her waist. She could
Lorelei
Dear sister Lorelei
Sweet Lorelei smile
Always do what you're told
And then there was me
Wild, rambunctious
Don't-ever-try-telling-me-what-to-do
Except for Lorelei
And we'd walk down the road, laughing and talking
And sit on the swing telling secrets
Soulmate sisters
Heart bound for life
Then we came of age
Went our separate ways
I with men I barely knew
She all alone
And one fateful night
When I lay in the arms of another man
She wandered down to the swing of old
Remembering times of laughter and gold
Sweet Lorelei
Wind blowing in her hair
Singing all alone
That night
Lorelei didn't come home
Mother and Fathe
She wakes up in the morning. It's 6:00 AM.
She gets out of bed, stretches, smiles at the sunrise, dresses, brushes her hair, makes herself up, pops a pill, and grabs her purse before sauntering downstairs.
She says good morning to her mother, discreetly pours the orange juice her mother gives her down the sink and throws the bagel in the trash, and exclaims that She has to go or She'll be late for the bus. She grabs her bag, kisses her mother on the cheek, and leaves her house, ignoring her mother as she says, "I love you, sweetie!"
She waits at the bus stop. The wind blows and it makes her shiver as She pushes down her skirt to make sure
In Response to Words Unspoken by CerMegara, literature
Literature
In Response to Words Unspoken
I love the dark ones.
The quite ones, with the soft lips
And downcast eyes
That still hint at violence.
They smile through lashes
And kiss with teeth
Calm, but wielding their will in subtle ways.
I want those hands that
Mar,
Or tear,
Scar,
And heal.
I want tongues that cut
and leave me a thousand pieces.
Smaller.
And Stronger.
And Sharper.
Give me words that twist like paper ribbons,
Unfurl in my ears and stripe my heart.
Whisper to me secrets and truths and madness.
Tell me you love me.
Tell me you'll die for me.
Tell me I'm all that ever is,
And ever was.
Be my art.
Be my greatest cre
As black as snow,
And as white as the night sky.
I perceive you,
Conceive you,
Marred by none and
Set in Stone.
Warmed by the sun,
And the warm wind's groan.
Though the stars have won in numbers.
And the skies have won in size.
Rooted in the ground we have our depth.
And our eyes.
Yaaar.
So all this new stuffs? The poems and whatnot? Yeah, it's all from my Creative Writing class. Poetry unit and whatnot. It's made me much more productive. And apparently it's making me write better...
So yay!
*is writing this journal in Creative Writing now*
Okay...
So I tried to submit my newest stuff...
Only it doesn't look like there's a category for poetry and prose anymore. Which is fucked the hell up.
So I'm submitting it all in scraps until I can figure this out.
All of the poetry in here, save "Fall", which was submitted back in January, is about 3 years old. So... if it sucks... it's because I was stupid.
Ha... I used the past tense...
I hope you've been ignoring the spam that's being sent to a bunch of deviants (including you and I). Those sites are a bunch of scams, and I've reported those notes.